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Well my New Years was great. I had a blast. Jakey always throws the best parties... no doubt about it. Had a hell of alot of fun. Ummm Last night I hanged at AJs until 4am. *slept from like 2-4* Then came home, and slept some more, then my mom this morning woke me up at 9 cause she says she felt like "being a bitch" and she "Knows I was gone last night later than 12." Oops. Sorry mom but if you noticed more often, i always come home round 4am. But wait... does she seem to care then? Nope. Gee, stop taking your PMS attitude out on me and leave me alone. Its so funny how just last week staying out until 4 was okay, and now its a "You wont come home by 12 then you wont go out" type thing. Thats really stupid. Well mom, unfortunatly for you, I know your boundaries, I know where you wont go when it comes to us kids, and I know where you will, and grounding me you wont. Soo sorry to tell you this but Im not coming home at 12 tonight when I go to Megs, im coming home at 4 maybe 6 if you keep this bullshit up, just to show you...You dont control me. Sorry you should have practiced that along time ago if you wanted control. ANd everyone knows im right whether I sound bratty or not. Mom, you raised a little you now deal with it.

Haha another funny thing now is sex. The other day she comes in my room, with a prescription for birthcontrol pills...."Youve been at AJs a lot and im worried, just use these, dont make the mistake I did." *pregnant with Adrianna at 17*, i didnt know what to say so when she left I threw the prescription out... ive been on birthcontrol since like 2 days after I turned 15. Im now going on 17 in nearly 4months. Shes a lil behind on that one. God, I have never got so worked up over this before, lately she has just been pissing me off sooo bad, and my dad hasnt called in nearly 2 weeks, I didnt even get a happy new year call from him. :-(. And when my moms not bitching shes out with her new boyfriend, Karl, everynight. God mom your not 16 anymore, grow the fuck up borrowing my clothes and such. Im sorry to everyone whos reading my ramblings im just so pissed. Luckly i found this book thats so so good and I can really relate to the main character in it now, minus a few things. The difference between me and her though is that my mom will stop the attitude unfortunally hers wont.