Ive been home now for awhile.  Just havent gotten the time to update. You guys all know France was fucking awesome. Undescribable, and im sure you've all seen the pictures.  Yeah so. ANyway. Im bored.  Waiting for Ky to get her ass over here. sooo i will share this with you. Cause im so damn nice.

Alright guys. 2 weeks. Im gone. France. I dont speak French. What the hell am I going to do!? this is so nuts. My dad is insane. France. Dash no offense, but i am going to get some french ass. Hot French ass. Haha.  I love you all. Ill try to be online. Stay cool. Stay Sexy. I wont be gone that long...

Peace.
Liberty*


KYLIE I LOVE YOU GIRLIE! ILL MISS YOU!!!!!!!

presents for everyone when I get back.
Sex for Dash.

hah.

...in the guidance of words that you write...

Well. It is nearly midnight on a Sunday with no school tomorrow, and I am home.

Kylie is passed out on my floor.
Tim is upstairs in my room(doing God knows what)
Mikey is sleeping on my couch.
and Tally just left.

Wow. tonight sucks ass.
These whiney bitches arent no fun!!!
*jk guys*

I miss Craig.
I miss Dash.
I miss living.


Senior stuff sucks real bad.

I went down to the city friday to visit daddy, Janine, and my sister Adrianna.
It was a good time, I bought 4 purses, and a really cute outfit.
I was stoked.

I met this kid the other night, and he made me cry. It was the craziest thing.  I think I love him. He showed me something so utterly amazing, you wouldnt believe it if I wrote it.  I think he is my soul mate and I just wish I caught his name.  He is the most amazing person I have ever met. And I talked with him for only a half an hour outside my dad's pent.  I just wish I could thank him for changing me completely. I love that kid.

Peace.
 Liberty*

Yep. Probably me!! 
                    So damn perky I am.     

      I met a kid.
Hes really cool.
His name is Conner.
      His band is called plasticcore.

I have been living at Dash's these past 3 days. Literally. Ive spent the past two nights and the past three days glued in Dash's room. Now, get your minds out of the gutter..sex isnt the only thing we share..we share cookies too. lol. Im kidding guys!! But really, he's a great guy and im glad to have him. I heart you bitch. Yeah.
Anyway, life is full and Im happy even though school is in. Its pretty cool cause were seniors. Yeah. Ive been looking at colleges...a lot are in NY that I like...oh dear...I dont know if I can really leave this place though..even though..home is where you make it. Ive made mine here and I dont know if next year at this time I can up and go. Hmm. We'll see..Yes I am sure we shall. :-)
Its nice to see everyone that has been too busy for me over the summer, I love you nevertheless.. However I am pained. lol. Im sure Ill get over it though. 

Well from 15th to the 20th I was in NY visiting with my padre.  Along with me came Kylie and Meg. It was a crazy blast. As it always is.  We saw Janine. Or JAjA as some call her *i am grinning so evily as I write this* It was alot of fun. Then we got word that the warped tour was heading through buffalo.  Needless to say me ky and meg took a little road trip on the 18th and went to it at Darien lake. It was a good time. I saw X there...(X meaning im not telling who!!! wow im modest for once.) again...he was still on from the warped in fl. and we caught up. Did a little catching up if you know what i mean. It was a very good day. Nothing like having hot sex with a sweaty guitarist then leaving and rocking out to TBS. very nice. lol. Slutty? I think not. Just having fun. Thats all.  Ok. Come on. If X had come up to you and was like..."Wanna see my tour bus...for the second time?" What would you have said??? PSh. take that biatch. It was fun.  Billy talent was awesome. yeah. All in all my ny experience was pretty damn cool as is every time i go. Ok well im gonna go . Im chillaxing with mikey and he is a darling sweetheart.

Ahhh yes...a beautiful night with a beautiful person! Even if he does intentionally spill his martini on me....and then I need to take them off...and not put anything else back on. hah. Ok too much information probably. But I wont erase it. No. Because I dont care anymore what any of you think.  The sleep over at Baker's Beach was fun...but it also showed me the real YOU.  Yes if you were there I probably learned about you by taking it all in, and just realizing who you are really are. And too be honest, I dont like half of you anymore.

This summer has no doubt been kickin! I fell out of love...I fell in lust...I fell in love...then out again. Now I think i just like having sex. haha. jK for all you hatin hoes who gun go n spread rumors YO!  Seriously though this summer has been life changing.  Its been amazing.  Dash Im so glad I met you and Im so cool with how things are right now.  Dont change baby stay hot.  So the warped tour was fucking hott. Both in weather and with what went on...*heh* All i got to say is..I had so much fun and more....I love tour buses now. They make me horny....;-)  Yeah so that was awesome.  I met this kid Tim at a concert the other day...yeah..he's really cool. And he played me a song on his guitar, soooo cute! and sweet! TIM YOUR GORGEOUS!!!!!  lol.  Yeah so as you can see im in no particular relationship right now. I have like 4 going on but I dunno which one I want to get serious with..or if I even want to in any of them. That sounds bad..but it's really not.

I've just been having a lot of fun.  I love Kylie and Meg, and everything is grand. :-)
I didn't even get into my trip up to NYC to visit my daddy.  That was a blast *as always* and Jenine sweet heart I MISS YOU AND YOUR CRAZY ASS!! I need to be with my NYC girls more. They kick major rich ass.

Anyone who has neglected calling me...Please do..I miss all of you and I wanna see you before we go back to school...WHERE WE WILL BE SENIORS 05 BABY!

AND LONG LIVE DASH BECAUSE HE'SHOTT AND WE FUCK ALOT.




Summers winding down guys but that doesnt mean we have too,
let's keep kicking assssss biatchhh!!^!!!!

Stay Sexy all of you! * just like this color purple rawrrhh!*
--Liberty

*** (highlight the one that's true about you)***
01. I have issues with the subject of commitment.
02. I'm a girl.
03. I hate makeup.
04. I prefer music over books.
05. I used to play an instrument.
06. I have dark brown eyes.
07. I am on AIM entirely too much.
08. I think everyone is a pyscho.
09. I wanna do something in the medical business.
10. I can't lick my elbow.
11. Stars are awesome.
12. I dont wear contacts.
13. I do not know my natural hair color.
14. I really have no life.
15. I am cool.
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
17. There is a really cool looking dog with a bone in it's mouth on my keyboard.
18. I have a lot to learn.
19. I have a dog.
20. I bet I won't move very far away.
21. I've broken a bone.
22. I have secrets.
23. I hate snow.
24. I have cried during a movie.
25. Subway cookies rock.
26. I do not have glasses on right now.
27. I eat too much.
28. I just ate yogurt.
29. I am far more ordinary than you might think.
30. I like ABC Family.
31. I didn't even know there was a girl in my class named Patricia.
32. I don't always need what I think I need.
33. I have asthma.
34. Tom Delonge is one hot mother effer.
35. I was watching 7th heaven.
36. I cried all the time when I was little.
37. I am alive.
38. Lollie pops are the shiz.
39. I haven't used a regular pencil for a long time.
40. I like comedy movies.
41. Koosh balls are awesome.
42. I don't have online buddies.
43. My hands are always warm.
44. I like Taking Back Sunday!!

45. I'm not a panda.
46. I'm not very patriotic.
47. I'd like to fluently speak another language.
48. I spend too much time on the computer.
49. I have too much crap on my desk.
51. My friends are some of the most important people in my life.
52. I'd like to be more original.
53. I've lied.
54. I don't like Xanga's that disable right-clicking.
55. I'm a reasonable person.
56. I wonder what happens when you die.
57. I should hang up my one picture.
58. I want to hug you.
59. I can not WAIT until I Love The 90's on VH1.
60. I am wearing shorts.
61. I'm broke!
62. I'm a little selfish at times.
63. I hate going to class.
64. Christmas is fun.
65. I'm 5'3"or so.
66. I sometimes tend to be very antisocial.
67. I don't have contacts.
68. I watch tv or listen to music before I go to sleep.
69. Blue is an awesome color.
70. So is green.
71. I hate pink
72. I'm not so innocent.
73. I want to be somewhere else right now.
74. Cherry coke rocks!
75. I don't like bugs.
76. I have a pink mouse pad.
77. I like guys who are funny.
78. I've been talking too much.
79. Mmm, Pringles.
80. My brother has his music too loud.
81. I am going food shopping with my mom today.
82. I can't wait for summer.
83. You make me so nervous.
84. I wish I could travel more. (to other countries.)
85. I have never seen a Harry Potter movie.
86. I need to practice not being so shy.
87. My belly button itches.
88. I have a lot of scars because I am very accident prone and I tripped a lot as a kid. (& I continue to trip)
89. Did you hear he fucked her?
90. I'm generally happy.
91. I like to find good music.
92. I miss being a kid.
93. I like cheese. --> certain kinds.
94. I have a best friend(s).
95. I am very lazy.
96. I'm trying to think of facts right now.
97. I hate thunder.
98. I laugh at things people don't think are funny.
99. I need to go to more concerts.
100. I'm in denial at the moment.

 

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01. When I was younger, I made some bad decisions
02. I don't watch much TV these days
03. I love broccoli
04. I love sleeping
05. I have loads of books
06. I once slept in a toilet
07. I love playing video games
08. I adore marijuana
09. I watch porn movies
10. I watch "One Tree Hill"
11. I like sharks
12. I love spiders
13. I was born without hair and I still have no hair
14. I like George W. Bush
15. People are cool
16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year
17. I have a Toyota and a pool
18. I have a lot to learn
19. I carry my knife everywhere with myself
20. I'm really, really smart
21. I've never broken someone's bones
22. I have a secret
23. I hate rain
24. I drink health juice
25. Punk rock rules
26. I hate Bill Gates
27. I love Vietnamese food
29. I am not a morning person
30. I have semi-long hair
31. I have short hair
32. I have potential
33. I'm pure Afghan
34. My legs are two different sizes I refuse to believe my legs are identical...
35. I have a twin
36. I wear those long ass socks(sometimes)
37. I can roll my tongue.
38. I like the way that I look

39. I'm obsessed with Italian food
40. I know how to French braid
41. I can be pessimistic or optomistic whenever I want
42. I have a lot of mood swings
43. I can roller blade
44. I think that skateboarders are hot
45. I'm in a band
46. I have talent (hurr.. maybe.. just a hunch)
47. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have
48. I think that I'm popular
49. I am currently single
50. I can't swim
51. my favorite color is either blue, red, or white
52. I practically live in sweatshirts
53. I love to shop
54. I would classify myself as either punk or goth
55. I would classify myself as ghetto
56. I'm a prep, shop at abercrombie/american eagle, and ADMIT IT.

57. I'm obsessed with my xanga.
58. I don't hate anyone
59. I know how to square dance
60. I have an unibrow
61. I'm completely embarassed to be seen with my mom
62.I have a cell phone 
63.I believe in God
64. I watch MTV on a daily basis.
65. I know how to play the tuba
66. I need coffee to live.
67. I have had a boyfriend before
68. I've rejected someone before
69. I currently like someone and they have no idea that I like them
70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life
71. I want to have kids when I get older
72. I have changed a diaper before
73. I've called the cops on a friend before
74. I bite my nails
75. I am a member of the Hilary Duff fan club
76. I'm not allergic to anything
77. I love broadway plays, and have been to at least 3
78. I have no idea who the 38th president was.
79. I plan on seeing Mary Kate and Ashley's new movie
80. I am completely shy around the opposite sex
81. I'm online 24/7
82. I have at least 25 away messages saved
83. I have tried alcohol or drugs at a party
84. I loved Rush Hour
85. I've read all of the Harry Potter
86. If I were a dwarf, I would be dopey
87. when I was a kid I played with G.I. Joe
88. I dont mind country music
89. I would die for my friends (the good ones)
90. I think that Juicy Fruit is the best type of gum
91. I watch soap operas whenever I can
92. I'm obsessive and paranoid and extremely jumpy
93. I would love to be demi moore because ashton kutchers a major hottie
94. I love the Beatles.. they're classic
95. I know all the words to 'I'm a barbie girl'
96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy..
97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
98. I have to fart
99. I want this damned thing to be over!

heheh! Now you know some useless trivia about me!! WOOO!

heh. I miss the bloggin world what can I say??

I miss all my adoring fans!!!!!!! hehe. (yeah that means you kylie.:-P)

Life has been a whirlwind of emotions lately, good and bad, and just over all bringing up old memories of fond times that I miss dearly.

Its like I enjoy one guys company and really like him--alot and he is an awesome person
but then the other guy is just always there his old familiar ways I miss incredibly. I never realized how lucky I was until it was taken away from me.

I love my friends and would do everything and anything  for them..but its so hard for them to relate to this situation. I dont think my close girls have ever REALLY loved and have ever REALLY lost.

Life is nuts and I just need time to calm down. Every night is a party and I am just so sick of it.

  I cant stand seeing him make out with another girl. Isnt it especially funny how she happens to hate me as well??? I lost the battle and the war is done. She won.  I just hope she knows she won something that once valued me so incredibly much that he cant just move on and forget me. No, you cannot erase 2 years in 2 months. You cannot erase 2 years in 2 years. You just cant. I hope she knows I forever left an impression on him and I will always be his first love, and he will always be mine.

With that said I am signing off.

Love